Wednesday, December 31, 2014

2014... a year to forget

2014 was shit.
2015....well...who knows.
I know what I want...
Now its about figuring out how to get it.....

Monday, December 15, 2014

Nature takes its course

There has been a lot of changes in the past year.

My life has took a complete 180 turn though. For the better!

There have been many things that Ive had to let go. I have walked away from a few norms in my life because well- I realized that my existance in these certain situations is no longer profitable or healthy.

I moved to Iceland to almost escape my life in Edmonton.

You know what though... I wasn't escaping. I was simply finding my place in life at that moment that needed  change. I wasn't running. I was reconnecting. My goals and vision for the future was blury. I couldn't see 5 paces ahead of myself.

The moment the plane touched down in Keflavík the fog started lifting.

And happiness came flooding back.

And I knew at that moment... thing were going to get better.

Recently- a cloud found me but with every cloud comes a wind ...

I could sit here and contemplate why life is the way it is or was... instead...I throw my head down and walk  towards the horizon cause, well, looking backwards simply makes it difficult to proceed ahead. I may get lost along the way (who am I kidding- that is inevitable----it's a reason why I've learned to simply stop and ask for directions). I may be going completely in the wrong direction but its better than staying put and watching the world fly by now isn't it....

Sunday, December 07, 2014

LightBulbs

The thing about light bulbs.
You can turn them on and off. 

BUT SOMETIMES

They burn out. 

Luckily you can replace the light bulb with a new one. 

Or better yet. A candle. 

Regardless- this little metaphor now has so many meanings backed up behind it  my brain is starting to hurt. I wish to sit here in complete darkness if only for a moment.