So here I am... at Remedy... doing instant replay in my head. Trying to gather all these jumbled thoughts and feelings and place them back into their perspective pieces. In a way I am deathly afraid of stepping out of this place for fear of losing it entirely (yes, Im delaying the inevitable). Sigh.
I order a Chai (again) and thank Nate. He is especially aware of my somber state and gives me extra topping on my drink. I am tempted to purchase the entire cake in the showcase and go underground in the LRT and give it out to the homeless just to lift my spirits. I would say it eat but .. well... haha.. that so would not happen.
... for now I will throw myself into work and delay this awful feeling from growing.
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