And reality smacks you in the face when worst case scenarios are presented and all the outcomes are led towards a fatality.

Im 10000 ft in the air  and
I am suffocating in this madness
And my eyes are open wide
Tears gather
Drowning in a shallow pool
Just to breathe would be a great accomplishment
Just.One.Fresh.Breathe.

Take a Fucking Hike

Its 5:39

I want to go hiking up the moutiain out my window. But it's too cold.

 I cannot seem to shake this feeling of uneasiness. Like something is about to happen and its going to have a huge impact.

I cant sleep. And the tears are pooling at the edges of my eye lids.

Positive thinking and the removal of negative thoughts seems to be a daunting task right now.

Sleep perhaps is needed....

Post Workout Bliss

Notice kaffi machine is at arms length...

ikea

sometimes a trip to Ikea can fix eVerything...ok...so obviously this isn't true however retail therapy at IKEA and lunch can make one feel much better.